† lamb/ray/dean 26 he/they/it.
† intersex femme ⚒ himejoshi.
† dx DID. chronically ill. autistic.
† his guard dog since 9.8.24 ❦
† big brother, devoted knight, silly guy. ISxJ, 6w5/2w3/9w8.
† get to know me: 1/2/3 βœ— 1/2/3.

18+, FUB free, post what i want. i like ani/manga, x-men, yj, spn, iwtv, batman, da pitt, hannibal, catws, IVE (gaeul β™₯︎), mlp, iasip, saw, star wars, ddlc, rpghorror, dol, more… i like getting into anything & everything! (>w<)b

i'm fairly reclusive but i like to post things/reply/interact/etc. even if we don't share interests, i might follow or RQ. all adults can FRQ, i'm honestly only locked for my paranoia's sake.

i want your secrets, your clementine fields,

my brother, my angel, my end & my beginning, my very best friend. no one could possibly tear you from me. you belong by my side; i will keep you until i die. my life is yours & yours my own. i hope they never understand us.

⛓️ βŠΉΛšβ‚Šβ€§π“†© 9.8.24 π“†ͺβ€§β‚ŠΛšβŠΉ ⛓️

the ropes that you climb up, the parts that won't heal.

i specifically suffer from cDID, which leads to a lot of fragmentation & layering. i do system work daily, and DID is one of my special interests. (thank god, right.)

my system functions as overlapping "clusters" of parts to aid with mapping & memory-sharing. here are my current big 4. anyone who posts has about the same boundaries, we're all just parts of a whole.

click icons for individual pages, i may remove these at some point. it was fun making them, though.

πŸ“Ί
dean

host one
26/16 βœ— he
interpreter

β™ŸοΈ
leslie

host two
30 βœ— (s)he
em. protector

πŸŽ€
sylvia

host three
16 βœ— it/she
princess

πŸ“»
charon

host four
52 βœ— he/that
avenger

feel free to ask me questions, have a good one!

stupid & inseparable,

SYLVIA 16 IT/SHE

layered EP & handler
INFJ ✦ sx 9w8 β₯ 926
real-life catgirl ^β€’β©Šβ€’^
moi 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7.
girly kpop enthusiast
mean little femme ΰ­¨ΰ­§

in a dead-end world, i see a future in you

i'd rot in hell with you

DEAN β€’ 26:16 β€’ HE/HIM

hey, there. i'm dean. i'm my brain's go-to lesboy. most active masc parts around my age will mask as me, i've sort of become the default around here. i think i'm an xnfj sx6w7 if that matters to you. i'm a trauma interpreter and caretaker trying to work towards a peaceful life with my angel


i love my baby brother more than life itself and you'd better believe that even if he forgives you, i know what you did. we're one soul split into two bodies and nothing will ever matter enough to come between us. at this point, you gotta be a special kinda stupid to think you have a chance

if you'd just ask me to

I want to feel this

𓉸ྀི Leslie. 30, (s)he.
Disordered princess.
Lovely & misunderstood.
Lestat IWTV † Charles DOFP

Emotional protector. I scream, cry, throw up, etc. so no one else has to. β™₯︎

for the rest of my life.

i'm not jesus,

charon. 52. he/that.
ixtj. 8w9 sp/sx 825.
one, two, three, four.
good dog, bad man.


avenger. my kids are everything to me & my wife has me on a very short leash.


upper administration often looks through me or masks as me; i might act odd at times.

i will not forgive.

⏳
jade

26 βœ— they/he
handler

🦴
jamie

18/28 βœ— any
shifter

πŸ’‘
aydin

17/21 βœ— he
protector

πŸ₯€
robin

18 βœ— she
trauma holder

🧸
cassie

42 βœ— they/any
gatekeeper

🐁
alyssa

13 βœ— she/any
gatekeeper

🎞️
felix

32 βœ— he
EP

🧠
vick

old βœ— he
β…“ admin

πŸ““
river

21 βœ— he/it
ISH

🧺
miss

20s βœ— she
handler

πŸ•·οΈ
nate

16 βœ— he/it
childhood

πŸ“Œ
oz

36 βœ— he/that
handler